twitter anyone?

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just to get go...

I always seem to find it difficult to motivate myself to do shit sometimes. I come from a long line of lazy bitches and its hard, granted I've been blessed enough that I am not full blooded lazy, just a small fraction in spurts. Thus, I can steel feel the downside and the sting of my choices. Every choice has a price. I just want to grow up and mature faster then I am, but I guess I cannot rush evolution without some sort of cheat code, but I've cheated enough and paid and am still paying for all my mistakes. I am grateful that I am at least on my way, and in what I feel is the right direction.

stalling in limbo.

my first. now my second. nothing to it . i stand with a dropped jaw and a vicarious amusement, almost two years down the road and it never hit me. except i am in love with two people in my household.